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In celebration of the Laurel Turning Green

Arthur Rackham 'The Holy Grail is carried in'

The Cathars were described as the Buddhists of Europe by Maurice Magre. In my own meditations I see them as Pure ones of Light who follow the Divine Feminine and Mary Magdalene as descendants of the Essenes. They came to recent popularity through the book Holy Blood Holy Grail and the subsequent revival of Mary Magdalene.

I am by no means claiming to be a self styled expert in Catharism, I know little facts and what little I have read comes from books written by the victors themselves, Rome, and as such are laced with misinformation. Most of the information on Catharism was systematically destroyed. The key Cathar prophets and figures, such as the lady Esclarmonde de Foix, were eradicated from history - in her case all texts or paintings of her were ordered to be destroyed.

So what little I know is pieced together from my own brief research and reading a few books, but actually mostly comes from meditation, visions, shamanic journey and past life regressions of my own as a fully trained High Priestess of the Magdalene, and also from Magdalene Priestesses from my courses, and other private clients who share with me about their own visions privately. As well as many intimate travels in France with a local Cathar who is born and bred and lives privately alone in the hills above Carcassonne.

My work this year regarding the Cathars all came about after a reading for a private client whereby memories surfaced of her being a priestess with the book of love in the same week they were once again surfacing for me, in further sequence of synchronistic events all in the same week leading to this group opening. I did not consciously choose to do this, it chose me / us. Now I start to understand why more and more. And those drawn to this group are all connected, we work together as sovereign beings carrying the same light of the Clare a Monde. The book of Love. We carry the Chalice within us. We are indeed together the sisters and brothers of the Rose. We are here! It is time!

The terms ‘heretic’ encompasses any religion that did not follow Rome. Heretics were constantly sought out and burned in huge bonfires throughout the middle ages, in a horrific mass genocide lasting hundreds of years, at the orders of the Roman church. The first major heretics that were hunted down in Europe were the Manichaeans. Mani was an Elchasaite, which is a branch of early Christianity, also called Katharoi (pure ones in greek). He proclaimed to be ignitor of the Religion of Light, which he proclaimed was the very same religion of Zoraster, Buddha and Jesus. As early as 3ad the Roman church attempted to wipe this out as heresy - with death penalty upon accusation of being a follower of this ‘order’. The word ‘’maniac’ is a derogatory term for a Manicheaean.

Despite this, there are records in France of Manichaeism amongst other gnostic sects, still existing in Europe, specifically France, in 10 ad.

Manicheaean differs to Mandaeism but there are also many resemblances. Mandaeism is a religion that also claims to have close connection to the Essene orders of Jesus and Magdalene, and indeed believes the original Essenes came from the Mandaeans. Indeed historians who wish to understand the Essene rituals, look to the rituals of the Mandaeans who still exist to this day despite heavy persecution. The word ‘Gnostic’ means direct knowledge, like the word Manda. This refers to the idea that one receives direct connection and experience with God within oneself, rather than through another. Rituals are based on the belief that men and women are equal, water is a holy feminine essence, and honour John the Baptist as messiah. Many of the different Gnostic or Manda sects of heresy seem to also deny that Christ was born to a virgin, and believe that the Roman church was the church of satan, and do not preach the teachings nor the Jesus of love that they understood and knew. The Cathar and Gnostic cross is a very different cross of the roman church, it is symbolic of the unity of 2 roads and in equal measures, as opposed to the Roman cross where the top line is higher up and symbolises the evil tool of crucifixion.

The heretics were in turn accused by the church for being satanists - they were said to worship the devil in the form of ‘the Ethiopian’ (a racist reference to the Black Madonna cults) and also accused of child sacrifice, nocturnal orgies, eating evil substances, accusations later also seen in the witch craze of middle ages & renaissance when millions of women were burnt and tortured. So they both accused one another of similar crimes. (sound familiar to 2021 - q anon pizza gate)

In actual fact Cathars were said to abstain from meat and wine, and were pacifists. They saw men and women as equal, honoured the divine feminine and were followers of Notre Dame, Mary Magdalene. They had no physical church other than the church of love, and passed the light initiation through consolamentum, which involved the laying on of hands, so that the line was said to be unbroken from this day back to the beginning of time when man was seeded by the holy ones.

By 1200s the Languedoc (literally meaning language of ‘oc’, meaning ‘yes’in Occitan the local dialect) was flourishing, and yet this is why the inquisition and the burning of heretics took place in a series of devastating and catastrophic genocides such as the murder of 20,00 men, women and children in one day in Beziers alone on 22 July 1209, the feast day of Mary Magdalene, their saint. So this was in effect a mass sacrifice on a Goddess day. One year later, the same day was chosen in the ancient and sacred Goddess site of Minerve where 150 perfects were burned in a fire. No coincidence there. The few who escaped the inquisition had to wear yellow crosses to mark them out reminiscent of the Nazi treatment of Jews, or perhaps the non-va**ers of 21? Although as history repeats itself, the times are being reclaimed - and the prophecy has come to pass that karmic debts are now restored, as are timelines being restored, and the ‘curse’ of Rome HAS BEEN lifted.

The last perfect was said to be a man called Willhelm Belibaste captured in 1321. He was said to have decreed that Nation shall rise against nation, the edifice of the holy church shall fall, and a descendant from the house of Aragon will raise the white horse upon the altars of Rome, this will be in 7 centuries when the laurel will turn green again.

2021 is the year of the prophecy. It was originally dated from Montsegur fall in march 16 1244, which was in fact 777 years ago. But as a result in 1944 despite nazi occupation and a ban on public gatherings, some people did gather to bring in the prophecy. In fact the prophecy of 2021 is exactly 700 years after Belibaste.

Many have wondered what that may mean. I was honoured to find myself in January 2020 witnessing a white horse LITERALLY rise up in the altars of Gloucester cathedral whilst at the funeral of a well known local figure. And in March 2020 whilst so called conspiracists talk about the ‘gold’ (treasures) of the Vatican having been confiscated, myself and many have been having visions of green lights rising from the Earth, the green of the heart being restored. This green is the emerald green substance of love. Seen both in visions and also one Magdalene Rose priestess I know has actually captured it with a camera in a moonlit water ceremony this year. The Laurel of course is a symbol of Rome and victory, is the laurel being returned, the laurel turning green is Roma being restored to Amor. Yes indeed I believe she is, from what I am witnessing and hearing first hand this very month of March 2021.

They say that Belibaste was the last Cathar, and they then disappeared. My message is that this is a foul misinterpretation to have you believe what they want you to believe, that the heretics were wiped out.

It is not so. There are reports of Manichaeism in Bosnia as late as the 19th century as well as Cathars in S France (Languedoc / Auvergne areas) in 1280 - 1600s communicating through a secret code of watermarks in printed books. The Cathars also continued through disguise and re-invention with different names or even joining the catholic church. A Rose sister wrote to me of a vision of druids and cathar brothers in the disguise wearing the garbs of a catholic priest. St Francis was a Cathar who received catholic blessing for his order in Italy - he was actually called Giovanni di Pietro di Bernardone. He was actually called Franceso by his father as a nickname because he so loved Provence, his mothers homeland, (and land of the Magdalene) and because he so loved the troubadour’s poetry about Mary Magdalene. He was very much in contact with the Cathar when he grew up in northern Italy at that time. Many other quiet brother and sisterhoods that were Cathar continued like this, albeit with other names, and in other countries through out Europe, such as one other example that a recent priestess brought to my attention called the ‘House of Love’, a religious sect, considered heretical, founded by a Dutchman, Hendrix Niclaes, with followers appearing in the 1580s in the Eastern part of England using symbols such as the dove, serpent and fleur de lis.

So in these ways, amongst many others, it is not true that the Cathars were annihilated - that is a myth purposefully spread by those who wished it to be so.

Another rumour I believe is false is that around the death of those Cathars who escaped and who went into the caves to hide and were blocked in and never came out alive, dying grotesque deaths within the Earth. Although this may be true in some cases, I have seen 2 events in meditation - one where they do in fact come out of a hidden entrance in the mass of tunnels below the Earth (this is not fantasy by any means - see my articles I have written about Lastours or research about the mass of caves and tunnels around Carcassonne yourself). I also ‘saw’ cart loads of priestesses being taken to safety in other parts of Europe from Italy to Bosnia. I have also seen, and for some this may be fantasy, others enter Middle Earth Agartha and some of the Cathar Priest and mostly Priestesses that were indeed said to be ancestors of the Moon Goddesss herself, and of the Fae. There are so many rumours of Goddesses and beings coming to be known from Middle Earth in these areas, again connecting to the extra and infra terrestrial portals of Lastours, Bugarach and the mythic 'Tabor', mountain of transfiguration that the Cathar Priestess Esclarmonde climbed before turning into a dove.Interestingly the networks of beautiful caves have been under threat from mining - the epitomy of the materialism that the Cathar studio against. (Lastours gold mining has poisoned the rivers with arsenic, and the Imras group seek to mine the sacred tabor for its white crystal to make into talc for beauty products) This is not as fantastical as it might seem to many. Interestingly, the Nazis were aware of these portals and they had an entire governmental branch dedicated to occult and it is said to be so advanced that the cia were completely out of their depth in trying to decipher the information when it was seized.

It is also important to understand that the dreadful suffering was also a rumour made up by those who willed it be so - In the sense that they were offered to go free if they took the catholic vows, so those ‘heretics’ who went to the fires did so ‘willingly’ - AND PLEASE NOTE that in saying this I do not wish to undermine the atrocious and horrific experience and situation / deals they were faced with, and even though it is easy for me to say in the comfort of my home, BUT I have also been shown that this was also seen as an event where they were taking light purification and ascending into light body in a mass initiation which they chose to undertake together, singing and chanting in the fires with eye witness reports of angels.

1000s of Cathar souls have now been purified further through our ceremonies this month in both my/our own group work in tis fb group (see link below) and in the work of many other Light workers who are also rising up to share Cathar ceremony and prayers in groups or alone. We salute one another. Your prayer alone has power. So you see there is a great restoration of these light codes taking place right now.

SO THERE IS A GREAT JOY HERE. So please envisage POSITIVITY now rather than ‘woe for the absolute heretics’ - words that are simply not true.

BRINGING BACK AMOR FROM ROMA As we restore these codes of light into the land and people in our own ways, let us honour these pure ones. Let us remember that these people were advocators of simplicity, equality, pacifism, love. They did not build actual churches, for the church was considered to be the body, which brought spirituality into the very day. They were said to be dualists, but the physical world and church they saw as ‘evil’ was that of Rome which to them represented Materialism - as opposed to oneness with simplicity of God. At their core was the divine feminine within both man and woman - AMOR.


My last Cathar ceremony is available on replay and you can join the private fb group Cathars of the Light link below. The next Cathar of the Light ceremony will be by zoom - MONDAY 22nd MARCH at 6pm gmt and is available on replay. I ask for a donation of your choice between 8-22 if you have not worked with me before. Otherwise it is free. I do not know what will happen, but it will include a further mass Consolamentum laying of hands receiving light initiation, across time and space - and a deepening of this if you were in the last ceremony. I am feeling that we will work with Esclaramonde and the Divine Feminine and continue en masse across time and space, with the Restoration of Light Codes and AMOR.


In this group at the top you will find an announcement post at the top, with details on replays for ceremonies as described above.



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14 minute CATHAR ACTIVATION MADE IN SITU on March 16 2021 here -

*Note that my French friend informs me that Esclaramonde means more to Light 'up' the World, more that Light 'of' the world. 'Esclar' also means Lightning Bolt which can often cause a subsequent apparition. Energy is absorbed back into the Earth through Lightning Bolts, maybe the same as Esclarmonde's way as a metaphor of what she did with her light and what happens in the Cathar consolmentum or Light initiation, and what we do in these ceremonies to restore the Light codes both for us individually and collectively xx

Image of memorial in Minerve tohonour those who died on 22 July 1210


Proclamation of the Church of Love - In March 1985, Colin Bloy was prompted to write the proclamation of the Church of Love – he said the words were not his – and this Church was proclaimed in Andorra on Good Friday, 28th March 1986. Here it is -

The Church of Love

It has no fabric – only understanding.

It has no membership – save those who know they belong.

It has no rivals – because it is non-competitive.

It has no ambition, because it only seeks to serve.

It knows of no boundaries for nationalisms are unloving.

It is not of itself because it seeks to enrich all groups and religions.

It acknowledges all great teachers of all the ages who have shown the truth of Love.

Those who participate, practise the Truth of Love in all their daily being.

There is no walk of life or nationality that is a barrier.

Those who are, know. It seeks not to teach but to be, and by being, enrich.

It recognises the collectivity of all humanity and that we are all one with the One.

It recognises that the way we are may be the way of those around us because we are that way.

It recognises the whole planet as a Being, of which we are a part.

It recognises that the time has come for the supreme transmutation, the ultimate alchemical act, the conscious change of the ego into a voluntary return to the whole.

It does not proclaim itself with a loud voice but in the subtle realms of loving.

It salutes all those in the past who have blazoned the path but paid the price.

It admits of no hierarchy or structure, for no one is greater than another.

Its members shall know each other by their deeds and being and their eyes and by no other outward sign, save the fraternal embrace.

Each one will dedicate his or her life to the silent loving of their neighbour and environment and the planet, whilst carrying out their daily task, however exalted or humble.

It recognises the supremacy of the great idea which may only be accomplished if the human race practices the supremacy of Love.

It has no rewards to offer, either here or in the hereafter, save that of the ineffable joy of being and loving.

Its members shall seek only to advance the cause of understanding, within whichever church, group or family they happen to be.

They shall do good by stealth and teach only by example.

They shall heal their neighbour, their community and our Planet.

They shall know no fear, and feel no shame and their witness shall prevail over all odds.

It has no secrets, no arcanum, no initiations save that of the true understanding of the power of love and that, if we want it to be so, the world will change but only if we change ourselves first.



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